Thursday, 14 June 2012

Hiding

Oh why can't we hide our sin? God knows all, everything about us, all the time (Psalm 139).

I am so glad that people don't know what is going on inside me.

People don't react the way that God does.

His love and acceptance is unconditional.

But you never know how people are going to react to your sin.

Being a people pleaser makes life hard.

I have a really hard time communicating my desires.

I am always afraid that the people that I desire things from are going to shut me down or worse...disappiont me when I expect them to care.

So I hide.

Pretend that everything is ok.

Stay in my comfort zone because it's safe.

I crave freedom.

The freedom to express my true feelings and desires.

Lord help me.

Because only You know (Psalm 139).

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